July 28, 2016 (Thursday)

3:52PM
Sometimes, I get jealous of other couples. Even Travis and Keri! Most of the time when they're here, they're on their phones doing lord knows what, but sometimes he'll come up behind her and kiss her neck or hug her and it makes me jealous. Or like today, Andrew wrote on Allison's Facebook wall that he wished her a happy birthday and he loved her and it was all cute and mushy. I wish Josh would do things like that. He barely acknowledges my presence on Facebook unless I post something on his page first, or he tags me in some video. And mostly what he does when he's here, and isn't playing his DS, is smack my butt or pinch my boob. And I like that, don't get me wrong, but why can't he just kiss me for no reason?? Why do I have to initiate it? Why doesn't he hold my hand in public anymore??